in retrospect II: Graves

On running and going home~

Tied up all the sinews
All nerves are on go
Time is not to rest
All hail to the higher goal!
                                   You are running!
Laden with sweat
you do turn around
fighting against the tides
that lead sailors abound!
                                  Off you go!
All comes easy to you
You save in your shell
Adam-and for the beauty
Of reason and creation!
                                 Shh..she is lying!

How far would this fight take you?
How long would you defend your ideals so loft?
How often would you would 'be' but never 'be'?
How much more hurt for your most beautiful heart?

                                   What is that you are fighting?
                                   And, who do you want to prove?
                                   Where did your ideals come from?
                                   And, who decides what you 'have' to?
Lo! And off you go!
Towards your ideals!
Wow! And here you crush-
The most precious!
The most treasured!
You

                                   And I weep~
                                   A part of me is dead already
                                   And the other part is killing himself
                                   Oh! Though I wouldn't mourn the dead
In peace let them be!
                                  My heart suffers with those I know suffer
                                  the slow stifling of self
                                  the persistent hit that mutilates soul
                                  comfortably, in peace, and without pain

You should go home, my lover!
And, really be there!