"I knew I loved you before I met you"

(You are not my mother.
Nor my teacher.
My Beloved.
Only You are.)

I fell in love tonight

there is no hope

I fell in love with sunlight

A visitor by day

A longing by night

Not my mind nor my body

She reigns my soul

I was home late tonight

She had me 

captive

and when she let me go

she kept me so 

My voice that carries the songs 

of my naked heart

squeaked before her

And my mind! you too deserted! 

There is no promise of either respite or annihilation

Such is the fate of lovers

We know not our hopelessness

Utterly useless and desolate

Worth nothing

 but for praying and longing

Its from our cries that sky gets its space

It is in our longing that the ocean drowns