Friday, April 19, 2013

Aham asti, or does it?

Kabir's eternal wisdom in his couplet:



maala ferat jug bhaya, fira na mann ka fer
kar ka manka dhaari de, mann ka manka  fer




Exactly, what I am ready to see right now is the need to know my mind. Not control it or train it. But to inquire - with an 'i'


I exist, or do I?

I experienced energy yesterday. I called it anger. Was it to defend the illusion that I have of 'I'?
When I ask if 'I' exists, 'I' realise that 'I' do. The 'I'-illusion definitely exists.
Suppression, insecurities, sublimation, denial of emotions and truth are some various ways in which my illusion manifests itself. I can not unveil this blinding story that I tell myself without diving inside what gives me my illusion. With out being here, now and seeing the manifestations of insecure 'I', 'I' will not get over itself.

I see how my head stays in clouds:

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